Alright here is a quick update on what’s been going on!

1) I have not had time to post anything up because I have been so busy! Seriously collage is rapping me right now in nonstop assignments and test! >.< I hate studying! Though there are some parts in the day that I do enjoy school, but for now I am just really stressed!

2) Another reason why I have been super busy is because I have been making time for my new bf Robert. That’s right, I am off the single market and in a relationship, well I think we are at least, don’t want to use that word around him because I don’t want to freak him out but I think he thinks the same.

3) Even though I am going to school I am still working on the weekends which again takes up so much time out of my life, but the positive side is that I get some well earned money out of it, even thought I think I should be getting pay more, but bagger can’t be choosers right.

4) I miss sleep, been staying up so late at night and getting up early to study all the information that I have in my head! Seriously I study and study but nothing wants to stick in my head, it’s so frustrating!

5) I know before I was excited to go to collage and experience new things but now that I am actually in the program I am wondering if this is really what I want to do, I mean I keep doodaling in my books making me wonder if I should have been like SilentImagery and gone to a art school, but at the same time I am scared that this is what I want to do and I will never get the opportunity again! I am also scared to tell my parents because after all they are the ones that are paying for me to go to school, I don’t want to waste there money on a mistake that I made for my decision, I know my parents will say its ok but I know that inside they will be angry.

Well that’s all I am going to write I am way to tired now, hopefully around reading week in the end of October I will be able to post something up or at least be able to catch some major ZZZZ! Until then try to enjoy life, or the good parts of it!

P.S
I love my new boyfriend, he is so good to me ^~^

Also if your are interested in hearing my story about how i met my new bf then leave me a message, i will only tell if i get 5 responses!